Getting Wild Sex

While my feet were soaking my sweet new friend with the incredibly strong hands continued to work my neck and shoulders working all the way down to my lower back. A few minutes later she went back to my feet. After thoroughly drying them with a fresh white warm towel she had me move back onto the bed so my head was resting perfectly on a soft pillow and my feet were at the end of the bed. Each foot was lighten to be placed back down on a fluffy silk pillow. My eyes were covered with a light towel and the foot and leg massage began. Knuckles into the soles of my feet had me melting into the bed. 10 minutes of pure focus on each foot and then she began a thai “pressure point” style massage on my thighs. I am not a shy person at all but I have to tell you I did smirk a bit under my towel as her hands pressed down just centimeters from my hooha. I was only a tad nervous because this room, as I mentioned in the previous post… was very public. I tensed up a little and then was like , screw it…. She can do whatever she wants… this is awesome! LOL

45 minutes later, with crusty drained up drool on the corners of my mouth…. I was awoken to  “ok, ok now you go with friend.” I sleepily followed my masseuse down a narrow hallway. A linen cloth was pulled back and I was motioned to enter after removing my shoes. I was handed a white sheet and told to remove all clothing except my underwear and poof like that she was gone. I did as I was told (hehe) and laid down on my tummy and waited. Seconds later a soft little voice said “you ready? I come in”. Ready I was! My eyes were already closed and the no time was wasted. As she entered the room her hands were already on my legs. Her tiny body was all over the bed and me. It was amazing. She must have been a gymnast! She used her weight and maneuvered around the massage bed like a nimble ballerina pressing on my muscles and releasing with swiftness and perfect accuracy. As the pain set in she was already applying relief. Intense yet totally relaxing. I am almost in a total slumber when my leg got yanked out from under the sheet and whipped over my head. OMG I had no idea I could even do that! She did some moves on me that hurt, but stretched so good, and made me laugh all at the same time.

I was sad to see my hour and masseuse vanish like a fart in the wind:( It was almost dream like… she entered and left with me never even seeing her. I will most definitely be back for another “thai massage” experience next time I am on LA. Everyone should experience this pain/ pleasure at least once in their lifetime, you won’t regret it!

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Brandi

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It’s not all sex! I know there is a ton of it for sure but some of the other experiences I have along the way are just as awesome. SO you guys know I have worked striated since arriving on the 23rd. I am doing amazingly well but surely started to slow down a tad. My muscles are screaming a bit and mentally I am a bit pooped. Being homesick can wreck havoc on you. Knowing how sore my muscles are my friends suggest a little “Thai” massage place right around the corner from them. I got home from my scene the other day so I walked over and they got me in right away.

I walked into this very unassuming door covered by a very thin bamboo looking blind. The small front window had linen covering the glass so patrons on the street could not “rally” see in. Steamers of blue blinking lights dangled from the ceiling adding interest and authenticity to the whole look. A tiny neon sign in the front window closest to the door blinked “open” walk in welcome”. I have to admit I was a bit nervous. I always get a bit nervous for something new but in my more mature age I find the “new” more exciting than not. I walk in and the door jingles with Christmas like bells hanging above the door frame. I hear the scattering of little feet and a lot of movement in a prior very still room. Three Thai women not one over 4’9 greeted me with huge welcoming smiles. “can I help you?” They motioned for me to come further into the room. Pointing a the list of services on the wall they bent at the waist and smiled as if to say “choose what you would like.” So I did!

I got a bit over excited with the options being that all I felt was sore. This was my chance to renew and relax. I had some time so I asked if I could do the 40 minute foot massage and then the 1 hour Thai/ swedish massage. A nod got people scurrying. I stood alone in the tiny room in the front of the parlor to wonder if I had offended. Luck for me I had not. My masseuse had run to the back to get the bucket of water to soak my feet. I was persuaded to have a  seat on a low cushioned bed covered by a few sheets and blankets. A woman was on the bed next to me, maybe 2 feet away… enjoying her foot massage. Apparently they do those right tree in the front lobby area. The only thing separating our massage beds from the seating “hallway” was a paper thin divider like the ones you see in Asian restaurants. I was wearing a comfy sweat outfit so she simply had me pull the pants up over my knees. She placed my feet in the wooden bucket lined with plastic and then got on the bed with me and began giving me a neck massage. OMG I was tight. For a minute there I was nervous I was going to be in worse shape then before I got there. This tiny little package of a woman had the strongest damn hands I had ever felt. She felt me body tense up and lightened up. From that point I on I began a journey to heaven….

Part 2 coming soon!

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Brandi

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The west coast is treating me amazing. I arrived last week Tuesday and have been on set ever since:) I am a very satisfied woman. I gave a few details during my members only camshow this evening and will do so again in a few days after a few more adventures take place. Stay tuned it just keeps getting naughtier!

The only thing I struggle to balance while out in LA…. is all my other responsibilities. No biggie, LOL!  I get back from a day of shooting ( which can be any where from 4hrs to 12 hrs ) pretty tired. Even if my body feels energized my brain is done. If only I could get my body and mind on the same sleep cycle I think it would all work out. I will have to work on that.

Some of you may laugh at me, but I had a first this past week named…….. drum roll, FATBURGER! Wow I think it is a damn good thing that they do not exist in NC because I would be in trouble. It was delicious. I am pretty sure I am going to have to have one more before I go home. Keiran Lee and Kirsten Price are trying like hell to ween me off my ToGo’s Santa Fe Chicken Wrap and they just might have managed to do so. Actually it is not even the Fatburger that did that. Kirsten is a mad chef…..the woman has skills.

Just to keep you guys up to date on some of my new treats I am working on you can check out my clips HERE. I am trying to keep up posting at least one new video a week. Again the keyword is trying:) I have a few new hot items up on my auction that you can view HERE. Once I return to the East coast I am going to stay put for a bit and focus all my attention to my site. I have tons of new pics and ids to get posted for you guys. I am also very much looking forward to my summertime fun at the pool and on the tennis courts. Enjoy your week, check this out in case you need some “inspiration” and remember “Dare To Be Deviant.”

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Brandi

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Like the title? I did too, LOL! What I am actually talking about is animals. Ever notice how when a woman sees a baby animal they melt and start talking baby talk. I do it and I see it everyday.  Michael and I we did some research because I was curious to see if there was any scientific research behind the why. As you guessed there is! Aside from the “typical” urge to nurture, women have a more serious need to be loved and needed for their nurturing ways. Men, “typically” have a more serious need to protect and provide in the non emotional sense. very vague but I would have to agree. When women’s children leave the home they run and do what? get puppies and kittens. Men want to enjoy their new freedom and women want to immediately run back into the responsibility of a baby, LOL! Hilarious really but it is in our DNA. I am working hard on controlling such urges. I have loved having animals around me my whole life. As an adult, I have developed a new sense of the financial responsibility as well as constraints to things like travel and such… but I know I will always have a furball. Right now we have a  full house with 2 dogs and one cat. Our Puppy is just about house broken and really becoming part of the family. This is a great thing, but what feeling do I get in my gut? “Awe, look at that puppy, can we get a kitten?” I am learning to control my urges but I do not think they will ever go away. Luckily for me my hubby loves me enough to let me love the furies, and I love him enough to know when to stop bringing them home:)


On a sexy note, this has been an awesome week. I have had some insanely fun times on cam and look forward to tonight’s members only live show. I have a fun and exciting theme planned. Come on in and check it out… tonight at 10:30PM est. Many of you may have noticed that I have revamped my STORE and have weekly updates. Don’t see what you want? Email me for a custom DVD in which you direct the scene! It has been a very busy couple of months and the this month is proving no different. I am off to the beach for a few days to celebrate some Birthdays and then Looking to get back to Toronto. I am aiming to get back out to LA end of May early June. More updates to follow. Happy Humpday! and for a bit of eyecandy and to drop a vote in my corner please check me out here and here , thanks for all your support loves!

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Brandi

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For those of you who have been following my Birthday bash weekend here are some of the behind the scenes pics. If you aren’t following me on TWITTER make sure to do so to get ALL of the behind the scenes photos. They are all on my profile and or if you follow the hash tag #brandipics. All I can say is I am beyond surprised we did not get kicked out of every public domain we entered, LOL! Then again that is pretty much why we stayed at the house and stayed naked, LOL!

The weather was amazing and new friendships were formed. I had the amazing pleasure of sharing some cam time with Anita Dark and Angie Noir. I hope to visit them often *wink*

I have a new project in the works and am very excited. I will be updating this store often so make sure to check back… I assure you there will be something there you like:) From time to time swing by my auctions if you want a unique piece of me:)

Janet Mason and I were just playing around with the camera ( we had never shot together before ) Once we say these pics…. we scheduled a few dates in the near future to play and shoot some insanely hot pics and ids for our personal sites to share with you all. I will keep you posted! But for the interim… here are some sample pics:

Just incase you didn’t catch my newest scene from NA check it out here

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Brandi

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What an awesome few weeks I have had. Many of you know I have a pretty big birthday right around the corner. March 29th marks the first day of the last year I have in my thirties. AM I ok with this? Actually… surprisingly yes. There are a few things that I could do without in regards to aging but for the most part, all is good. I plan on living life my way and to the fullest every day I am given wither in my 20’s or my 90’s :) Count on it!

Just to give you a peek into what I have been up to, aside from the daily updates at www.brandilove.com ….. check this out : XXXRAY  and MFHMS and there are a few more holding out for maybe next month. I will keep you posted to release dates.

I am actually going to be in Florida for my Birthday, not to shabby huh? My verso of the girls from Sex in the City is more like Having Sex in Florida thanks to Girlfriend Films. I am sooooooo looking forward to some sexy time with some of the hottest and sweetest women I have met. I will be sure to take tons of BTS pics to share with you guys.

This Friday make sure to login to my site to catch a super hot girl on girl members camshow. I have a  surprise treat for you guys along time in the works. I am not only going to be shooting some sizzling pics of my gorgeous bubble assed friend (you get to watch a photo set)  I am then going to join her naked on a bed for, well I don’t know… I am sure I can think of something to do with her *wink* Have a  great week all and I hope to see you Friday around noon…..

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Brandi

The top five regrets of the dying
A palliative nurse has recorded the top five regrets of the dying. Photograph: Montgomery Martin/Alamy

There was no mention of more sex or bungee jumps. A palliative nurse who has counselled the dying in their last days has revealed the most common regrets we have at the end of our lives. And among the top, from men in particular, is ‘I wish I hadn’t worked so hard’.

Bronnie Ware is an Australian nurse who spent several years working in palliative care, caring for patients in the last 12 weeks of their lives. She recorded their dying epiphanies in a blog called Inspiration and Chai, which gathered so much attention that she put her observations into a book called The Top Five Regrets of the Dying.

Ware writes of the phenomenal clarity of vision that people gain at the end of their lives, and how we might learn from their wisdom. “When questioned about any regrets they had or anything they would do differently,” she says, “common themes surfaced again and again.”

Here are the top five regrets of the dying, as witnessed by Ware:

1. I wish I’d had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me.

“This was the most common regret of all. When people realise that their life is almost over and look back clearly on it, it is easy to see how many dreams have gone unfulfilled. Most people had not honoured even a half of their dreams and had to die knowing that it was due to choices they had made, or not made. Health brings a freedom very few realise, until they no longer have it.”

2. I wish I hadn’t worked so hard.

“This came from every male patient that I nursed. They missed their children’s youth and their partner’s companionship. Women also spoke of this regret, but as most were from an older generation, many of the female patients had not been breadwinners. All of the men I nursed deeply regretted spending so much of their lives on the treadmill of a work existence.”

3. I wish I’d had the courage to express my feelings.

“Many people suppressed their feelings in order to keep peace with others. As a result, they settled for a mediocre existence and never became who they were truly capable of becoming. Many developed illnesses relating to the bitterness and resentment they carried as a result.”

4. I wish I had stayed in touch with my friends.

“Often they would not truly realize the full benefits of old friends until their dying weeks and it was not always possible to track them down. Many had become so caught up in their own lives that they had let golden friendships slip by over the years. There were many deep regrets about not giving friendships the time and effort that they deserved. Everyone misses their friends when they are dying.”

5. I wish that I had let myself be happier.

“This is a surprisingly common one. Many did not realize until the end that happiness is a choice. They had stayed stuck in old patterns and habits. The so-called ‘comfort’ of familiarity overflowed into their emotions, as well as their physical lives. Fear of change had them pretending to others, and to their selves, that they were content, when deep within, they longed to laugh properly and have silliness in their life again.”

http://www.guardian.co.uk/lifeandstyle/2012/feb/01/top-five-regrets-of-the-dying

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Brandi

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I wish life were simpler. Sounds dumb huh? Don’t get me wrong, I love life…. mine really is great, I can honestly say however I wish it were simpler. I have tried over the years to tame responsibility down, to focus on only the most important things. For awhile the feeling of control and focus will last and then boom…. life can throw a curve ball and feel very complicated. Admittedly some of my chaos is self induced. It has been a pattern in my life for as long as I can remember. Being aware of my unstructured chaos has made me a more productive individual that has a plan and works the plan. That being said. Every once in awhile I fall back not the chaotic behavior. And yet other times the actions of others cause the chaos. Are you completely confused yet? Damn sorry I am trying here.

Back to hormones. Perhaps it is much much deeper than a hormonal difference between men and women but I simply can not imagine what else it can be. Stress and such it delta with differently by different people. We can try as we might to be empathetic and supportive but sometimes it is just not enough and we can actually find ourselves only making the matter worse. Being a “fixer” myself, it is very rough to not be able to sooth the pressure or stress my closest peeps are dealing with. Sometimes I guess giving someone alone time and space is best. If I ever figure it out my friends I promise to share my findings with you:)

I will however, for the rest of my life, do my damnedest to figure how to make life as simple as I can. Pay my bills, have enough to be adventurous and travel, afford fine wine, and enjoy a stress free life full of laughter and love. Those are my goals…. that simple. What are your life goals?

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Brandi

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Wow where the hell have I been and why haven’t I written in my blog? Ha! I have no idea. Ok, let me back up. Last time I wrote was when I was in LA. I had a blast that is for sure. I only did a few scenes this time out but it was just awesome hanging out with Kirsten Price and Keiran Lee. It has gotten to where I am not sure wither I am more excited to go to LA to shoot or to see them! Not a bad problem to have:) This week a new scene comes out for Brazzers. On March 7th actually. You can see the trailer here : BRAZZERS

Since LA I have honestly been cranking out some work on new projects and putting the finishing touches on some on going projects. This has already started off a very productive and exciting year. 2 trips out to LA and 2 to Toronto. Toronto is for some fun “work” with Swappernet”. I have been working on an exciting and fun contest of Canadian listeners of “The Edge”. You can hear my most recent interview HERE.

I am in the process of redoing my cam room. That doesn’t sound like a lot of work but trust me it is. Colors are so important and I am an interior design freak. I am not great at it but I do love it and am having a ball. Michael is dealing with all the technical aspects making sure we have enough electrical outlets and such. Being perfectionists we have had to order new lights and are trying to decide on which camera we are going to go with for our new vid projects. All super fun stuff just time consuming. All of this said is there any excuse for my absence from my blog? NO! I tuck tail and ask for forgiveness.

As my members you guys know you get my live camshows at least once a week for free. If you for some wild and crazy idea want more and or some one on one time with me you can find me M-F usually between 10am-1pm HERE . I am really having fun with this new toy. I have met some of the sexiest and most entertainingly erotic peeps ever here. I find myself waking up and desiring login before coffee! Now that is saying something!

I have put together a list of blog topics to write about over the next several weeks. You may want to keep an eye out for those, they are sure to be interesting, thought provoking and hopefully some of them hilarious! Smooches to you all and until next time…. Dare to be Deviant!

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Brandi

La is always full of adventure and this trip has been no different. I am actually spending more time hanging out with my friends than shooting this time but fun is being had non the less. I am going to have the awesome opportunity to work with Kelly and Ryan Madison again tomorrow and last night…. well last night Kirsten Price, Her man and I “banged” out some hot shows on live cam. One of the things I adore about LA is the weather. It makes me want to get out and explore. I have been hiking everyday. Only for a few miles but those miles are mostly uphill! Incredible workout. This is also a shorter week than usual because I am not working everyday so I actually come home Friday. Should be perfect timing because it looks like it will have warmed back up in NC:)

I don’t know about you guys but I really am ready for summer. This has been a mild winter indeed but I am such a summer person. The pool, the sun, all the flesh:) On that note… the sun is shining, it is supposed to get up to 74 today so I am going to goo get my hike in.

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Brandi

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